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"Running Away" - Hoobastank


So! Let's do number TWO?! DOS?! YEAH?! xD
Sorry. I get excited. Mhm mhm.


So, recently, I've been spending a lot of time with Jocelyn. :] It makes me happy but... I miss my old friends too. Like KaAnna. She's hangin' with the wrong crowd. Which makes me worry because there's so much s**t at the other school. (Note: There's only three highschools in my town. o-O)
I mean, me, myself, and doing drugs a lot more yes. But for good cause! >; D... Okay not really. D;
I do it to forget.
Just. FORGET.
Everything that's ever happened.
Because I still beat myself up about what happened in the past. :/ It's stupid. I know. But I blame myself for a lot of things.

Okay. So I'm having issues.
With this guy.
Let's call him...
"Jimmy."


Okay.
Me and Jimmy had NOT talked in a while.
Because he said "I hate you" Blah blah blah. "Don't ever talk to me again"
So.
Naturally.
I didn't.

Now let's note;
Jimmy is my ex.


So I get a message from Jimmy. Just. "Hey."

We started talking again and he's like "I've changed" And crap.
BULL s**t!
Whatever!
He's STILL calling me names.
And. Okay.
I'm fat.
Don't judge a person for that reason.

*Vent*

Anyway.
Happy Christmas.
I didn't get anything I wanted.
o 3o