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started up today early , went to shellz house before school because it starts late,
kinda sat around watching her day routine, seemed like it was an ok day, i mean i
wasnt feeling great , becoming better. Walked up to school up hill with legweights,
felt so unfit. got to school and i felt so lost, nobody i realy knew
my x kinda bumped into me and hung around, shellz.. well she went off with her friends, shane a true blue aussie guy , one of my mates came up and said hey, and kept me company for awhile before ditching me for his friends, lost again
but not for long. my friends came soon after.

in the assembly
all the droning on about uniform and other stuff. a** numbing.
but when my eng teacher to be walked in, sigh
i embarrased him in year 9 infront of 1/2 the class
he hates my guts and .. well i hate him too, and guess what , hez teaching me
i desperately tried to change class but to no avail. stupid selfish nerd ashray
kinda sealed me into the class instead of doing a mutual swap.
he got into the class he wanted and *who cares about kav*
and the head of senior school kinda drove in that you cannot change classes.
i was sitting next to my friends so i was carfull to not let my emotion overflow,

glen lunch ,
one down what else could go wrong, kinda left the glen after lunch,
nearing school and i realised that i had left my phone somewhere
desperate dash with legweights and unwornin shoes, 34 degrees it felt like it was
40+. looked aroun
asked people. even went to the information desk.
no phone, demorilised and destroyed i hobbled back to school
nursing a blister to be. sat down in the sci tech warm and bothered
next to a buissy shellz, didnt take long for me to reflect and just
piss off, i went up , to the floor above , to the vacant seats.
just to waist my time away, but i carnt do that
i have to be doing somthing most of the time
so i elected to fill in the camp forms,

while filling in the forms i noticed a blob of ink on the sheet,
looking up my hand was covered and it was slowly smudging everywhere.
another blow. i just sat there , closed the pen and realy .. sigh, i just thought
about things , .. i contemplated just going home, cut my losses,
went back down , to see shellz,
still buissy , *pull out health book and look trough it*
i.. told her after awhile about my desire to leave,
sigh she is diffrent with her friends, carnt.. be there for me,
bell went , *new bell*, left again

stopped by angela bell , friend's girl friend she thought i was ignoring her,
*talked to her for awhile, shez got those smily eyes ... told me that my friend
isnt going to school this year, and that he elected to go to tafe*
and yea, conversation kinda died there , and i went off to say hi to george D
a friend from last years english class,

this is when i found out that andrew pinched my phone as a joke?

my term for going to class that day was if i had found my phone,
little conselation for the day,went into class and burnt the rest of the day away,
i hate school
i hate my friends
i hate my teachers

Shitty 1st day , shitty year to come ,