I don't know whats up any more. Everything around me is spinning and I just cant stop it. These people come and go, and just when I think they are gone and out of my life for good them come back and make things more difficult. But why, why is it that after whatever a person puts me though, I still get a smile on my face when I hear from them. It's just not fair. I can't say anything to them without it blowing up in my face, but when they are ready to say something to me, even if I'm not, it's ok. Ughhhhhhhhhhh. I am really screwing myself over...
 Holl The Loveer · Tue Dec 29, 2009 @ 08:49am · 1 Comments |
