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Okay, so, yeah, I claimed I don't like my friend anymore, right? Yeah, I did. I sat down and told everyhthing and everyone living I didn't like him anymore. What now? No, not "WHAT NOW?!" but "what happened after?". Well, he's ALWAYS on my mind. I think about him 24/7, even when I dream. Maybe he's not in my dream but I hear his voice or his name being called. I CAN'T STAND IT! He's the first thing I think about when I rise from sleep and the last thing I think about before I close my eyes to sleep. Then, somewhere in my dreams he's there. When I'm awake, somehow in my thoughts he's there. It's never ending. When I say something, go somewhere, do something, it all reminds me of him! I can't excape my old ways. Can't excape the old feelings. Are they old? Am I still crazy for him? What does this mean? I'll probably post again later. Righ now, I'm gonna post a topic in the CB. I'll try to figure this out somehow. :/