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wait am i the child like 1? confused

it's impossible to understand everything mon ami. you're friends aren't wrong in what they think, just immature and naive. they don't mean to be and many of them can't help it. there are a few of us who sit down and ask why. my biggest question is why are we here and how did we get here. of course it's one of the biggest questions asked out there, but you still wonder why. don't ponder too much on questions you can't answer, your brain tends to find other ways to entertain itself when you do that. depression started turning me when there was a time when i couldn't get over the lack of answers. believe me, there are people who understand how your feeling and it happens, literally, to the best of us. deep thinkers are what we are and it will probably cease to change in that way. it makes you enjoy the details and the simpler side of life more. anytime you need to talk, there's always me... nobody ever sees this side of me, i'm glad one of my friends does.

oh i understand it perfectly.
Had a similar situation actually smile