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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
Finally released in a totally unabridged format.
Okay...
So I can put my fist through a wall with little to no effort. It might have been due to the fact that the wall I punched was pretty thin, about a half inch, maybe a full inch.

I need to find a way to get rid of this buildup of stress. I think talking to a few people last night helped things somewhat, but there are so many questions that I really wish had answers to them. I don't understand a lot of things, especially why the way things play out. A perfectly fine person gets pushed aside constantly when there is nothing wrong. That I don't understand.

I guess I will in time, or something like that.

But I'm too stressed, and yet my blood pressure is below normal. I'm weird I guess, immortal probably...wouldn't that be nice, doomed to live a life full of injustices and bullshit. Yeah, cause I know I can't ******** speak up about any of it either, I could but that would mean that I am willing to throw myself into a minefield of drama.

So, no.

Jason better be right about what he said to me. For every person there is another that will love them unconditionally, they just have to find you first. I'm not "ready" for that kind of love, I just want someone to break the chain of stupid, I'm tired of the putting my heart on a sleeve crap.

Being alone is good, but you know what all things have to end and I want to end the alone period of a nice date, doesn't have to be a relationship either. D:

I was also told that I needed to lose ten more pounds, cut my hair short and highlight it, THEN guys will like me.

Okay, so I'll be bordering aneorexia, and look like a prep. I'd rather not change myself and get the wrong kind of person.

Oi.

Yeah, stress. Thats only one thing that is bothering me. There is family, lack of money, the possibility of moving soon, and a bunch of health related bullshit. I don't like talking about those.

Now only if I can punch a wall right now.






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Se Ga Takai
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commentCommented on: Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 06:25pm
eek

No. Don't. I realise all I have to tell about you is teh one pic I saw in your profile, but I like the longer hair, Highlights don't do jack s**t, and losing weight for vanity is unhealthy(Obviously).

I myself am not atracted to my girlfriend solely because her hair or her weight. Hell, she could serve to gain a few pounds. But any man who considers you worth having simply because your hair is different or your ten pounds lighter is not worth having.

Seriously, you will physically change as you age, what then? Base a relationship off of intellect, find a guy who appreciates your personality, don't waste your time with some b*****d who's going to try and run off with a Cheerleader when you pass your prime.


commentCommented on: Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 08:22pm
>_>
<_<

Try telling that to the masses of idiots at my workplace.

I looked at them like a fish and said "why should I change myself when I am already happy with the way I look now?" they just shrugged and said "it could help".

Help my a**. D:

Why is it so hard to find good people?



ShaIIow
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Shadow - Dragon
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commentCommented on: Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 08:42pm
Now that's a picture I want to see. Last time I saw a recent picture you didn't look like a prep.


commentCommented on: Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 09:51pm
There is no way in hell that I will cut my hair short and highlight it again D:



ShaIIow
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blighton
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commentCommented on: Thu Feb 02, 2006 @ 06:40am
yeah dry wall will d that to you it's not very strong and I good stress reilver at work. just take some left over and see how many layers you can break through XD


commentCommented on: Thu Feb 02, 2006 @ 04:41pm
Mmm.

Dry wall.

Sounds like something I can really get into.



ShaIIow
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