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Yami_lover + Hikari_Tidus Are the same.....^ ^
My mommy's dream...
Okay....I just need to get this off my mind...I've been thinking about it the whole day sweatdrop ...and that's when I found out also...my mommy has been flirting with me..I don't mind it..I know that he's no stalker so yeah...were just friends and I intend to keep it that way...^ ^ he's my guardian also in school 3nodding ..so yeah..today we were just walking in the halls and he told me about his dream..He said it was about me and him.
~dream~
(we usually hang out in the foyer so yeah)...okay..I was there and someone took me away- or snatched me and I was calling out for help. He heard me and tried to get up but his body wouldn't stand up or move(like he was under a stop spell sweatdrop ) and I was still screaming his name, though he never came for me and by the time that happened..I was already gone..
his body was able to move after the bell rang and he started to look for me. (we have 3 floors in our school)..He found me and came up to me. He layed his hand on my shoulder but I snatched it away from him and ignored him as I kept walking. He came up to me and this time he hugged me from behind but I wingled around as a sign "to let me go". sad whee I was gone and then our friends- jos-steph-lis-chris-chris (*my daddy*)-nicole..came up to him and said, "look what u've done to her! she was screaming ur name and u didn't come like u promised her u would so long ago. We expected better of u, especially since ur her guardian. U let her down and because of that... she's probably not going to talk to u ever again." My mommy looked down on the ground and felt guilty. sweatdrop

~end of dream~
So yes...he knows about what dreams mean, and he told me that this dream meant that he feared of loosing or letting me down. or it was just that fear itself of loosing me and letting me down. crying
I feel guilty now...and I've been thinking about it lately...my mommy shouldn't be thinking of that.. sweatdrop eek he said he woke up at 3:00 am..he thought it was real..so it scared me and I just felt so bad that I couldn't get it out of his mind cry confused ...I felt bad about it stressed crying ...so I was there for him to lean on my shoulder...(I do that to my friends btw 3nodding xd )...but yes...that's just one of my troubles right now rolleyes ...and I think this is enough to read so I'll just end it here...






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BitchCupSkiddleDiddle
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commentCommented on: Tue Feb 07, 2006 @ 09:48pm
Dont get emotionaally attached, not even to your friends because in the end all that will do is cause you pain and make you suffer. I say this to benifit you, there are many things in this world but do not rely on people, not even your friends because they will all let you down.


commentCommented on: Sat Feb 11, 2006 @ 06:46pm
so what ur saying is to grow distant from them...because of the pain I will bear from them when I get hurt..hmm...this week I've been like that...I took ur advice...they just worry even more...they like it when I'm all happy and cheerful and stuff...not when I'm distant and sad and quiet..Jianichie says the same towards that...but...hmm..okay...I'll try to remember that Eric...thanx...



Athira_Korigashine
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