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For a few months now I've been having problems with my older brother. his actions and words had disgusted me and I was finding myself hating him. he always wanted to take out his bad moods on me and Today I had had enough. he came home and started it again today. and As we argued I told him there would be no making up this time. if he insisted on acting this way I'd never be on good terms with him again and he accepted. I know i didn't have to do anything to him to get revenge or otherwise. it was as if everytime he did something messed up god took it out on him instead. after an hour or so, he came to me and begged me to forgive him. At first I thought he was just full of crap but for the first time ever in my life around him he started to cry. I couldn't believe it. he broke down and started owning up to all his sins and errors. I felt- like for the first time I met my older brother. So now I think I'm looking at a new person and not this black and twisted guy i was starting to hate. Maybe 2010 won't be so bad after all?