I'm bored and irritated xD such a bad combination xD...
my parents are pushing me to buy a tablet, while I seriously have said like a million times that I don't want one. yesterday I said for fun, since I have a new mini laptop and a tiny mouse, which is hard for me to draw on paint xD, I said for fun; oh if I just had a tablet liek right now.
god *facepalm* wish I never had said that, my mom went on a searching and found the *best* tablet ever made. *shrugs* I don't want a tablet, I seiously don't want to throw away like 100 bucks for 2 more options for photoshop to push pressure with a pen. I can do that with the mouse too, but without the pressure, ah well, I'm sure I can learn to handle the tiny mouse with the mini laptop xD
*sigh* I also begin to hate school more and more. the people there are so intelligent, they know answers to questions from which I seriously think ; ''okay waaat the fack?'' I don't understand one freaking thing they say there, especially since I just bumped with them since 4th grade. I haven't started school there. I lack intelligence there lol. I so desperately want to go to cibab D: it's a drawing school, and once I've started there I can go to an animation company, as my friend informed me so. I mean here at havo the people are really nice and stuff, but I seriously don't understand one thing of it gonk at cibab I can finally do what I can do best [beside shopping XD] is drawing :3 Oh if I could just make my job out of drawing...then I'd be the happiest person on earth :3 *sigh*