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Words of helping and healing, you say to my face.
As you rip, into my, heart.
You pity me, behind my back
And criticize my fighting back

I cannot help but wonder if?
You even give a damn about me!

Take your pity, leave me.
Make your surgeons go

Tired of Living in your Shadows
I want to make or break my goals
Tired of Singing Silent
Why can’t you listen to my pleas

I cannot see the light from here
Because you’re blocking out my hope

You say you understand me
Then leave me here alone
Can’t I live without you watching
Standing far to close, So PLEASE (GO)

I have no problems living,
But I’m sick as I can be
Fed up with you
Telling me
I’m not right inside, I know
I’m not as I should be

Can’t face the world outside
Sick of playing perfect
For your petty masquerade
I have no life to leave behind me
Now it’s Time, to take my leave

Tired of Singing Silent
It's sad but you must let things go
Tired of all the fighting
Tired of living out your expectations
Now I think it’s time, for me to go

Cuz I am, I AM

Tired of you holding tightly,
Cause in this world I’m sinking.
And so I’m letting go…
TAKE your petty feelings
Look unto (out, to?) the world
You can’t see it can you
From so far down below
Leaving Now
I’m fed up with