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I just don't understand...
I don't know how I broke your heart. I wish I could understand that. I just want to apologize about doing such
I have no talent in breaking girl’s hearts. I've never done it to anyone, except for you. I am always the one with my heart broken. I just never seem to make things work.
I always though I was your best friend too, but I guess I was wrong.
And how can you hate me, but love me? I swear I still love you, so how come my wishes never come true?
When I met you, I though that maybe I had a chance. But, I realized just how foolish I was. I knew it would never work from the beginning.
I'm afraid. I don't know what I will do without you. You made all of my problems disappear, and I thought I did the same, but I guess I am just a horrible person.
I just want you to know, that I'm not like the other guys you said I was like. I have the ability to love someone, including you. I guess I didn’t love you enough. I am different than them. I’m better, but not better enough.
I love you, but I hate you for leaving me. For giving up. For not believing, because the first have of love is belief.
I just guess I wasn’t good enough for you. Sorry, I wasted your time.
Goodbye, most likely forever.