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So Recently i just lost a my chance with someone special that ive known for years ..B/c i let fear take me away,Forgeting not to fear her but the fear itself.I wanted to tell Her since the first day i meet you I knew I loved you & i dont know WHY? MY heart weeps b/c i let another man take you away.Maybe he can treat you better than i can but my heart tells me other wise.It reminds me How beautiful you are,how special you are & How unique you are.If i can i would wake up evrey morning to tell you What you mean to me & Why you are Special to me, but i let fear take you from me.Maybe it was never there but i know when i felt your lips you were the one ive been waiting for..Without Fear i can say I LOVE YOU...BUt its not easy anymore b/c i lost to the better man.I know this isnt the end b/c my heart hasnt set saile but i know the day will come when i show you what you mean to me.Like a vampire i quest for your heart...I long for your for like the Night longs for the moon& The stars..You are my fire my one true desire...I know I truely LOVE YOU