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I honestly hate Valentine's Day.
Well I hate the thought that I have no one to share it with.
I've always been alone on it and watched others give gifts to show how much they care and love on another.
Everyone says "Well I love you.", "You can find someone", "You always have your friends!"
Well really not even friends tell me that I matter. I know I do to some, but after I leave I'm just a meager thought in the past that isn't important anymore. I understand if you forget what I look like, but to forget the times we had and all the great memories that we could reminisce, that hurts. I like when people tell me they love me, but I don't like it out of pity. I feel small and bothersome when people do. If you love me show it whether or not there is a specific occasion to do so. Don't tell me you love me or like me because I like it, do because you want to and mean it. Valentine's Day is just another day in my eyes but I wish it meant more than just an ordinary day. I want to spend it with someone who I care about who isn't family because I spend it with them every year. Whether its a girl's day of fun or with a guy I'm content, I just don't want to be alone anymore.