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Kohaku: okay I know this story sucks it was just the spur of the moment thing...well enjoy my story that really has hit rock bottom.
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Loving you like today, dieing from the inside out. All the times that we had passed each other not saying a word. My heart aches everytime that you ignore me I want to tell you so many times that I Love you but I guess you had gotten tired of waiting around for someone who has never said that they love you.
I sit in my dorm room thinking that everything is going to be okay and it's all a bad dream and I'm going to wake up with you by my side whispering sweet nothings in my ear. Thinking this way brings tears to my eyes. Pulling the pillow closer to me, your sweet smell is still on the same pillow. Hearing the door open to 'our' I mean my room i smell the strong sent of alcohol. Sitting up quickly like a bullet turning to face you...you also had tears streaming down your face. Slowly you wrap your arms around my waist. Running a hand through your soft blonde hair. I swiftly kiss your forehead and wrap my arms around your shoulders.
You mumble something like 'It's over between us.' I really don't want it to be so I say the first thing that comes to mind I blurt out that I love you. Waiting for an answer but theres no words, no kiss or hugs just....just silence deafening silence. You tell me that I'm to late...to late for what Seifer...for my Love for you? You just walk away without looking back. I sat there my hands on the bed in complete shock, until the tears fell freely like small steams down my face. Seifer you told me that everyday that you loved me what happened between us? I miss you calling me Princess because if I was your princess i was stupid not even realizing that you were crushing on me from the start.
I dart out of my dorm room skidding around corners until I caught up with you running in front of you I reach up and pull the collar of your jacket and crushed our lips together. You push me away. On my a** I stare up at you confused.
"Sqaull it's over I've waited to long for you but...." The anger slowly fades from his face when...when...ZELL walks up to us and wraps his arms around my Seifer....Whoa did I just call him my Seifer? Okay hold that thought.
"Z-Zell you are..." I couldn't even get the words out maybe I was never meant to be with anyone. Seifer I really did love you from the beggining, but i guess that was only wishful thinking that you would wait for me to sort out my feeling for you. Everything didn't matter anymore, what's there to live for? No one wants me, so I will say one last final goodbye to you my love. I hope you are happy with your choice, so I end it all here. Goodbye my love, goodbye Seifer, with that final thought I slipped into eternal sleep never to awake again.

SQAULL LEONHEART

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thank you for putting up with this random boring one-shot of mine. IF you have any request on a story i should do email me and tell me at either one of my email addresses. Ja ne for now.