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I've felt sad before, like "Oh no, fluffy died sad" I thought i knew what saddness and pain was. I had no idea. I had no idea until i felt heartbreak. It hurt so bad, but, not like I just got punched bad but, it felt like suddenly, instead of a beating heart, all there was was this meaningless black hole. Nothingness. Gone. I've never felt like that before. But now I know what it feels like. Heartbreak or Death? It's a hard decision to make now....... Avi Art by: Me =3 Help me bring her to Gaia, Donate! =D

Posted by: X C R A Z Y Q U E E N X Tue Feb 16, 2010 @ 09:52pm

Avi Art by: Me =3
Help me bring her to Gaia, Donate! =D

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Wed Oct 13, 2010 @ 01:48pm

Hi, I can relate to this, but my experience was much much much worse. There is something even worse than heartbreak. It's called heart shatter. Just like glass shattering. No way to repair. Ironically, that is what made me strong enough to face this so called fcuked upped life.

Wow, you have 4 people that understand you. I envy that. Seriously. Me? Ding ding ding, you guess it: Z-e-r-o. Apparently, you have at least 1 friend. Of course you should NOT choose death, because you haven't seen Part 2 of the story. Just because Part 1 sucked, doesn't mean Part 2 will also. Right now Part 1 of my "heartbroken" story is going to end in 2 weeks. However, there is still a Part 2 (as you can see in my journal), because she is totally not worth it for me to choose death. As you can see, Part 2 can actually give us freedom and peace.

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Wed Oct 13, 2010 @ 09:39pm

you're right......

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