Feelings And Other.
There is so many times, That I just feel like writing it all down... But when ever I try writing it down, I just cant write it all.
Lately, I've noticed I have a person that actually reads my Journal entries. My Journal, probly could be part of my secrets that not most people will know.
Fact 1. [ Memories ]
There is so many times that, One day I wish that the fact "The only thing left are the memories..." Wouldn't exsist. I know that some people, Likes the fact of having memories, and all... But we all know that maybe in the future they will make us think, make us sad. Thinking of what could happen, and what have shouldn't happened. Your probly asking about "What about the good memories, Shouldnt we keep them? " They might make you feel happy somewhat in the future, But after some time, You will think about how much you missed the past, How much you wished to go threw that good moment again... But you cant... You gotta continue with the current of life.
Fact 2. [ Friendship ]
As everybody knows, We all have or had one of these. Like the saying says, "Friends comes and goes..." Maybe its true, But it they were real friends.. Dont you think they will do anything to keep contact with you?... I dont believe in that saying, Except for the part of "comes" because its true, You meet new people, and when you less expect it, You become good friends with him/her... But what we ask each other... Will our friendship last... forever? Some do, Some dont... But, Lets think real, Each person takes their destiny, their own way... There is no such thing as forever, if you don't try to catch it.
Fact 3. [ Lies ]
Most of us lives in the fact of Lies, Yes We all lied before, But for what? For our good? For the good of others? Nobody likes to be lied at, Nobody likes to be told the wrong thing... Im not saying that lying is bad, Sometimes it might be good in a way, But... I bet none of us would like to be lied at... But, Do you feel good after lying? No, Because no one does... And the truth always comes out, Sooner or Later... And no one can do anything about it.
Fact 4. [ Hope ]
We all have hope in things, We all try to be positive in things, But sometimes it just runs out... And when that happens, we are just plain negative... Some people says "Never lose hope... " But we cant do anything about it, Its not us that just gives up, Its the obsticles/problems in life that makes us lose our hope slowly... What can we do, to get it back? I guess its thinking the positive things about those obstacles/problems, I try to think that those problems are placed in life for a reason, And I believe it will make us a better person for the future... Or not?
Fact 5. [ Fear of Death ]
Some of us are scared of Death, Some arent. Why? The people that arent scared of Death says that its something normal, That its something that all of us will have to go threw, but are we ready for Death? We talk alot, but none of us, deep inside are ready for it... We are all scared of Death, even if it doesnt seem soo, or feel like it. None of us likes the tho' of talking about Death, But when it comes to reality, There is more misteries without answers right behind it...
Fact 6. [ Wishes ]
People in earth, All of us wishes for something, We have Big or small Wishes, But they are all, Wishes. But wishing makes us selfish, Our fiflthy selfish-ness. But... Can we all have what we want not fighting for it? No we cant, We gotta fight for what we desire.... If its not like that, Then why wish if we cant get something by our selfs? With our own work? If we get our wishes with our own work, Our wishes would be better, More greatfull, More full... More worth trying... And best of all, More worth wishing...
There is so many times, That I just feel like writing it all down... But when ever I try writing it down, I just cant write it all.
Lately, I've noticed I have a person that actually reads my Journal entries. My Journal, probly could be part of my secrets that not most people will know.
Fact 1. [ Memories ]
There is so many times that, One day I wish that the fact "The only thing left are the memories..." Wouldn't exsist. I know that some people, Likes the fact of having memories, and all... But we all know that maybe in the future they will make us think, make us sad. Thinking of what could happen, and what have shouldn't happened. Your probly asking about "What about the good memories, Shouldnt we keep them? " They might make you feel happy somewhat in the future, But after some time, You will think about how much you missed the past, How much you wished to go threw that good moment again... But you cant... You gotta continue with the current of life.
Fact 2. [ Friendship ]
As everybody knows, We all have or had one of these. Like the saying says, "Friends comes and goes..." Maybe its true, But it they were real friends.. Dont you think they will do anything to keep contact with you?... I dont believe in that saying, Except for the part of "comes" because its true, You meet new people, and when you less expect it, You become good friends with him/her... But what we ask each other... Will our friendship last... forever? Some do, Some dont... But, Lets think real, Each person takes their destiny, their own way... There is no such thing as forever, if you don't try to catch it.
Fact 3. [ Lies ]
Most of us lives in the fact of Lies, Yes We all lied before, But for what? For our good? For the good of others? Nobody likes to be lied at, Nobody likes to be told the wrong thing... Im not saying that lying is bad, Sometimes it might be good in a way, But... I bet none of us would like to be lied at... But, Do you feel good after lying? No, Because no one does... And the truth always comes out, Sooner or Later... And no one can do anything about it.
Fact 4. [ Hope ]
We all have hope in things, We all try to be positive in things, But sometimes it just runs out... And when that happens, we are just plain negative... Some people says "Never lose hope... " But we cant do anything about it, Its not us that just gives up, Its the obsticles/problems in life that makes us lose our hope slowly... What can we do, to get it back? I guess its thinking the positive things about those obstacles/problems, I try to think that those problems are placed in life for a reason, And I believe it will make us a better person for the future... Or not?
Fact 5. [ Fear of Death ]
Some of us are scared of Death, Some arent. Why? The people that arent scared of Death says that its something normal, That its something that all of us will have to go threw, but are we ready for Death? We talk alot, but none of us, deep inside are ready for it... We are all scared of Death, even if it doesnt seem soo, or feel like it. None of us likes the tho' of talking about Death, But when it comes to reality, There is more misteries without answers right behind it...
Fact 6. [ Wishes ]
People in earth, All of us wishes for something, We have Big or small Wishes, But they are all, Wishes. But wishing makes us selfish, Our fiflthy selfish-ness. But... Can we all have what we want not fighting for it? No we cant, We gotta fight for what we desire.... If its not like that, Then why wish if we cant get something by our selfs? With our own work? If we get our wishes with our own work, Our wishes would be better, More greatfull, More full... More worth trying... And best of all, More worth wishing...
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It's true people come and go, but they might come back to them because they miss the person. Theirs even friends that just use you, their all nice to you but after they get what they want they'll become assholes and just ignore you even when your so nice to them at the start. I'd like to think there's some friends out there that I can know forever because of how much of a good person they are and how much you respect eachother...but things happen, either bad or good, you can't decide fate it just happens.
I hate lying and I rarely do it but even when I lied in the past I always felt like s**t afterwards it's not worth feeling like that because your to scared to tell them the truth and their are people that just plain out lie about everything and not feeling nothing after they've done it. -.-
When so much s**t happens in your life of course your going to lose all the hope you've had... its painful you can't do anything about it, it just happens... you feel empty inside and you just want to disappear... and not exist anymore... well that's a tiny bit of how I feel.
I've almost died about 4 times in my life and each and every time I felt empty,scared, and thinking that oh wow... its all finally going to be over now..? And theirs times that I just want to die, its just horrible...
People that just get things handed to them in life think its so easy, It's not like if someone just says "oh your lucky I wish I had that" go work for it, its more worth while then someone just giving you what you want, you've got to try to get it. Make goals in life and just achieve them slowly then eventually your wishes/dreams will come true...