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OMG!! WOW!! i haven't written in this thing in like a year.
well i've become really unintrested in gaia. it's lost it's flair.
well. .I"M ALMOST !*!! i have a job working at Jerry Lee's as a cashier. it's okay i guess, it pays. lol I'm saving up money for a car. I hmm. . .i'm hoping to be going out with this guy soon who knows it probably won't work out they never do.
uhm. . i've had tons of fun and made tons of wonderful memories if i wrote all of them down they would take up a lot of room. lol I've become more confident with myself and more of a prep and less of an emo kid. lol I was cutting myself for a while now i haven't done it in a few months so it's good. uhmm. .hmm. . I'm actually rather boring by myself now. i really can't write a story anymore which hurts me. cause i love writing stories i really can't even write a poem anymore. so. .
but whatever. GRADUATION IS IN LIKE 60 DAYS!! AHH!! eek well 60 school days. lol
omg i can't wait.
*sigh* there's still a lot on my mind. I'm super scared to grow up i hate it. i hope i'm a fun grown up.
lol i'm sure i will be.
well i've become really good at matching make-up with eyes on other people and giving pep talks to girls because i'm so confident with myself now.
I finally last year figured out I'M BEAUTIFUL! lol well i think that's about it all i can really think about is this guy Fred *sigh* it's one of those big conundrums that keep eating away at me.
lol oh well i'll figure it out.