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I never thought i would come to the point where I can't keep the tears from falling just because a friend of mine left me. Here's the story...: The 3 of us are somehow best friends... But This girl (lest call her Ms. A.S.)
left the two of us hanging.. Ms. A.S. joined the popular group, and left us.. (saying rumors about us too)

Now I and my other friend.. (let's call her Ms. M) was mad..
then after a few weeks we said our apologies.. Well after our apologies we never talk personally, We just talk in facebook.. The i just saw them really close again.. They're holding each other hands... and they're very sweet to each other..

That time, my eyes went teary... I'm struggling to keep the tears from falling.. I was their' best friend! how come they ignored me...?

I just quietly sat in a corner, following them with my eyes while I'm almost crying..

This guy friend of mine knew that I had a problem..

He asked me what's wrong.. and i told him the story.. (well i told him that i had a fight with Ms. A.S..... i didn't tell him that Ms. A.S. and M was treating each other like best friends again coz I'm already teary that time and I'm afraid I would just end up bawling)He said that there are still many people in the world and I can make new friends... I didn't let him finish talking.. I just told him to stop.. and I went out of the room. I rushed to the comfort room... There, I tried to wipe the tears away, but I can't keep them from falling..

I came to the point that I wanna do this "CUTTING" again...
Just to escape my despair and agony... emo emo emo