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I cried for hours in the night...
Hoping everything would be alright...
He says he's taking off tomorrow...
My heart is slowly filling with sorrow...

I say, Daddy don't go...
But my voice is just an echo...
He said, I'll call every day...
So now, I sit by my bed and pray...

So is this the end? Cause I need to know...
If it is, I can try to swallow...
Swallow the pain, it gets stuck in my throat...
Before you go, remember every word I wrote...
Of sadness and happiness and every emotion...
If you leave me, I will cry, cry, cry an ocean...

I sit by the phone...
I have never felt so alone...
I wait for the promise you made...
There is no call, so I am afraid...

So is this the end? Cause I need to know...
If it is, I can try to swallow...
Swallow the pain, it gets stuck in my throat...
Before you go, remember every word I wrote...
Of sadness and happiness and every emotion...
If you leave me, I will cry, cry, cry an ocean...

I saw the man...
A letter in his hand...
I read it and cried...
Turns out, daddy died...

So I guess this is the end. Even though I didn't want to know...
Turns out I just can't swallow...
Swallow the hurt and pain in my thoart...
I begin to burn every word I wrote....
I've cried almost every emotion...
Now I have drowned in my own ocean...