Diary,
My voice is gone. I lost it. I can no longer sing and it tears my heart apart. Singing is who I am, who I truly belong to be. But now, I can no longer say anything. I want my voice back. I miss it. Im hoping I get it soon since I will be getting a phone soon, I'll need a voice to talk and use my phone. Leon said he'd pray for me, lol. So did Kyle and Youssef. Youssef is really upset. He told Brooke to ******** off after finding out she sent naughty pictures to her ex -- only she told Youssef she was fully dressed which I really doubt. Either way, he's hurting over this because he's really upset. He says he misses her. I wish he didn't. But, he loves her >.< I just hope he doesn't do anything that'd hurt me in return. Im afraid he'd try to kiss her to get her back. I don't know why he likes Brooke. SHe keeps bugging him to let her have his baby... that's just wrong on all levels. I wish he didn't love her anymore... it hurts more and more each day. Youssef was hurt when I almost left him for Matt, his was a big stab wound, mine is knife that's slowly digging deeper and deeper. I hope this will all be over soon.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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