Diary,
Youssef has failed to talk to me lately. We've been limited since my Aunt has banned me from usuing her computer to check my e-mails. I just wish he would talk to me. He hardly does anymore. The sooner I get my phone the better. Pete asked me if I'd go out with him... I thought about giving it a try. See how it would work out. But I guess everything is going kinda okay. Me and him are a little bit there in a relationship. Hehe, he says he loves me. But, Im not sure I love him as much as he does me. I do like him... but I think I only love him as a true friend, nothing more. But I figured to give him a chance. Youssef told me if there is a guy I like to go for him. But, I love Youssef still. Its hard to choose. I dont want to let him go. I love him so much.. he's the first guy I've ever loved. That'd hurt Pete so much though. I feel bad for how Im making either one feel. I have to go for now, but I will write soon.
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
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