Diary,
I have a broken heart for years. No father, and little love from my Mother. Youssef stitched it back together. So has many of my friends. But lately, the stitches are falling out. My Aunt is the cause of it. She makes my heart hurt, and cry. I just wish she would be better. But me and my brother agree, she will never change. Why does family hurt so much? She told me she loves me. She does so much for me, and I truly do appreciate it. She constantly says "I bend over backwards for you". True, she does, but I don't need all the #@&&#@ BS that comes with it. I just wish she could be better. But, I can't tell her that. Everyone in my family wants to tell her just how bad she is. The problem is, every time we do she laughs and thinks its funny as hell, when its really not. I just wish... I didn't live with her... and im sorry to say, I don't love my aunt. Does that make me a terrible person?
Until another day beckons,
Farewell~
NakatamiHigurashi Community Member 
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