Today, I just felt like the hugest pile of crap. I getting moody and it's retarded. My friends are haten' on me and I don't why. My attitude is growing from bad to worse and it's annoying me. I mean, I'm litterally turning super mean. It's not like I wanna be mean, I'm actually trying to be nice. I was doing just find yesterday but today is just...you know? weird. I don't feel like saying anything to anybody, I don't feel like walking around or participating. Maybe it's because I'm changing. Dude, but, I even went to church yesterday and now look at me a horrible peice of crap. I know I've just been mentioning how rude and pissed off I'm being to day but to me, it's just shocking. I'm just asking myself....did I always used to act like this? I hope not. I do remember praying and asking Him for help so I can notice all my mistakes in a day....but, is this really it. I'm starting to believe so.
Ever since I started realizing, it's made me feel horrible and sleepy. Maybe I should just take a nap or something...I don't know. Or maybe it's because I didn't take my meds last night...not sure what it is, but I hope it's gone tommorow. Well, just had to share that with someone, or something...so there ya go.
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