Just current thoughts. Nothing to bad. Im not sick in the head. I just made the mistake of giving a damn
That's it! I'm done!
Goddess! Why couldn't I keep just this one!
Laying on the bathroom floor
Cutting now bleeding more
Memories of us on your bed
Tormenting me in my head
You told me you'd love me forever
I hoped and dreamed we'd stay together
Holding you close to me
For once in my life I was finally happy
Head against the wooden cabinet
This isn't going fast enough Damn it!
Roll it up. Smoke it slow
Quickly. Quickly. Letting go
The image of your face never leaving my mind
Begging the goddess to let me hit rewind
Looking next to me, a pistol on the floor
Grab the gun. If I miss, it'll hurt more
Head back, looking up
Gun under my chin, eyes tightly closed shut
My finger teasing the trigger
The pool of blood around me getting bigger
My last deep breath in
Are you happy? I let you win.
Bite my lip and whisper beneath my breath
Your tender love brought me to life
Your hateful words brought me to my death
Pull the trigger and let the bullet blow through
My last thought was I love you
 alexknight629 · Tue Mar 23, 2010 @ 06:53am · 0 Comments |
