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Something that came to me. One of those middle of the night strikes!
I ripped my heart out without a sound,
When I saw you there, dead on the ground.
Your blood on my face, red lines and black,
If you slip through the web is there a way to come back?
Your blood on my lips matches mine on my hips,
I bid you goodbye with this final kiss.
If you are gone is my promise dead too?
Because I know what tonight I wish to do.
I will bring the bloody razor to defile my hips,
Hold a flame to myself until it burns my wrists,
Dig a dagger into my arm and lick blood from the cuts,
Smirk as a haze of red announces my blood lust.
Mine or someone else's I just do not care,
As long as I can see the blood everywhere.
They say this will hurt but to me pain is not real.
It is only happiness without you that with I cannot deal.
I should be screaming but this just feels so great,
I smile and moan as I feel my bones break.
I am bathed in red, but still it does not hurt.
Does it hurt you that with death do I flirt?
But I will not die until for once I feel real pain.
Not just inside, where my heart feels slain.
I want my body to for once match my soul,
My thoughts of living are as dark as my goal.
You have left me I am now on my own,
Facing the path that to me you have shown.
First stop is pain, the second will be death,
Because I will love you with my dying breath.
But love of one so broken was never enough,
i used to think that you were so tough.
But so much can change, in only one day,
I promise you right now, I will never be okay.
With your dying breath you sealed my fate.
I will learn to love pain, and happyness to hate.
I'm now drowning in the water and looking up at the flames,
Why did it take so much just for me to feel real pain?
And now that I have felt it I am ready to die,
Just like you, with only a written goodbye.
Hold the gun to my head and pull the trigger,
Because you are no longer here to my death hinder.
All of this because of one painful day,
But we both knew that there was no other way.
We would have always been trapped in this web of lies,
That could only be broken with our demise.
 alexknight629 · Tue Mar 23, 2010 @ 08:13am · 0 Comments |
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