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Wow, how pathetic am I? I'm pissed off because my friend (who I had hoped to be more than friends with) bailed on me because he got too schwasted after breaking up with his boyfriend last night. But don't worry, he says he's bi, so yay for me to be able to be strung along for quite a while more. Oh one of the worst parts in my opinion, I was the first one he came out to, but then he clarified that he was bi, so if you can follow this roller coaster of my hopes and dreams, it's going along pretty nice, a little incline, then a crashing drop as I hear his big news, but then, a sharp upturn when I'm informed of the clarification of his sexuality, and then another drop when I hear he has a boyfriend, and let's just say I'm stuck in a loop right now after hearing they broke up but he had to cancel our plans for about the millionth time. Please, someone, Tell me I'm pathetic, miserable, and should move on, or just cheer me on if you think it might work out, but please, advice is greatly needed! gonk
EDIT So let's just say now I'm stuck at the worst part of this stupid roller coaster, I'm stuck at the top of the loop, with no help to be seen for, let's say months. Because I just found out, he's probably found another boyfriend and has cancelled plans with me two more times. Geez I'm pathetic, can anyone please help me?!
EDIT Yeah, so that shizz is done, and now there is a new guy, but it seems I just can't ever seem to catch a break and find a guy that wants to be with me the way I want to be with him, for one reason or another. I just hope the right guy will come along soon, because it's getting harder by the day to keep waiting and hoping for him to come sweep me off my feet any minute.
hachisu_chairudo · Sat Mar 27, 2010 @ 08:54pm · 0 Comments |
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