So, first things first, yes, I am very paranoid. Every time I walk down the street, I feel like people are looking at me, talking about me, thinking bitchy thoughts about me and basically, not liking me. I know it sounds very much like I'm adding importance to a meaningless life but...To be quite honest, I'm not, I'm not trying to. I think that the thing is that I think bad things about people, and therefore I think that people think bad things about me. I honestly do get scared. And it's at it's worst with people that I like and love as friends. I try to be happy all the time, try to come across as a nice people even when I really think I'm not. If I fall out with one of my friends, I have to wonder what they're thinking about me. Do they b***h about me behind my back? Because I know that I've heard them b***h about other friends to me. I don't know. Paranoia sucks.
Just so you know, no, this doesn't refer to any one in particular, it's more off Gaia than on if anything. Just felt like putting this here.
View User's Journal
Don't you just love randomness?
The life and characters of a Peanut Butter addicted 15 year old...there's nothing wrong with that!