Been playing chess lately. Kinda dorky, I know but it's a nice substitue for when my class doesn't have money for table soccer. Plus, the way all of us react during the game makes it funny.
I really turned into a rage mode some hours ago. I needed to study for my Math test this Friday because tommorrow I can't do it, but my dad suddenly decided to eat out today. Don't need to say that I thought that one of the doors would end up breaking from kicking it so much.
Well, I ended up cooling down and tried to enjoy it. Wasn't all that good even though it was one of those expensive restaurants.
My grandma was also which made it better. I like her. She's a sweet person.
What made it interesting was that after 10 years of me pondering about it, I finnaly heard my grandma talk about her relation with grandpa. Basically, she doesn't love him, even less like him.
There was alot of talking about it, but I knew my grandpa doesn't give the respect and cherish my grandmother deserves. She does alot for him, but he ignores it. Note that my grandma, just like my dad is a great father and a nice person as well, but has too many flaws here and there to stop it from not being noticeable.
53 years of marriage and my grandmother never really liked him. You might say why she doesn't leave. Well, with the age of about 65 years where would you go? I won't go into details of everything though.
Funny on the male side of my family never had good love relations, same with my great grandfather; grandfather and father. I really hope i can change that...but I do feel I have this bad aura around me when it comes to relations. Sometimes it's Nice Guy syndrome; others is awfull luck and the rest I can't even figure out how the heck it didn't work. Maybe my way of being and looks just don't appeal. 16 years and I still haven't kisses someone. Bleh.
Oh well. It's 22:34. Got home 10 minutes ago. In bed in 10-20 minutes. I'll just stop thinking about it and forget it.
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And I dont wanna rant, so I'll just say dont worry too much. o:
And old people are fun. ><
And something~
Oh.
And we have this large chess thinger, though no one in the house knows how to play, my mom thought it made her look smart to own it..
My dad knows though, might have to try n learn. o:
okay I'm done.