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*song not a poem >w>*

sitting here in this dark room

hoping and preying someone will save me from this gloom

kidding myself saying your here

sitting and preying while drinking beer

i know its bad for me

but as you can see

im not

in fact i wasn't

myself so let me be

i cant help myself from this cold world

hoping and preying god will end and start my new world

*Chorus*

Cant we see, lets leave him be

sitting here with his messed up head

preying to see

someone will put him in bed

cant we see, lets give him space

in this dark place

he isn't himself

he cant find his self

*End Chorus*

walking this path

dont know where it goes

this life is even harder than math

man this life time really blows

chasing something thats not real

in fact

you see

if it was

then i'll be

okay with myself

knowing i had

but still feel bad

losing the one and never getting her back

(Chorus)

cant think straight

cant eat right

cant feel fine

cant live great

sitting here and walking

wishing it'll stop

sitting here and standing

hoping and preying i can be better

but you see

i cant

its me

what more do you want me to be

i cant do it all

not by myself

cant hope to get other person by my side

fighting all this things

inside

losing a pointless battle for a pointless life...

(Chorus x2)