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In the soul or something.
All I do is just lay in my bed and feel sorry for myself.
What's the point of getting up and trying to find a job when literally every place you apply for turns you down. Even when I have an advantage of someone vouching for me and trying their very hardest to get me a job, I still get rejected.
And just when I think "Sure, the Universe will take care of me and we'll both get jobs", she gets a job before me. I'm happy for her, but I'm so tired of this s**t. She was going to have a job regardless. I wasn't.
So now what Universe? Now what am I supposed to do? Spend my ******** summer looking for ANOTHER place that won't hire me?
I don't even have the luxury of vising my boyfriend when things get rough because he's far away.
So what now? Just lie in my bed and cry because everything sucks and I'm too sad to bother changing it? Is that it?
Because really, that's all I've got left.