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So many times I've tried, but failed.
No matter how hard I try, I am unsuccessful.
I can't get through the door, can't get passed the lines.
I wanna disappear. Never return to this dreadful place.
It's like a hellhole for me. Mountains and oceans blocking my path.
God give me mercy, let me pass. I wanna disappear into an ozone.
I wanna disappear where no one can hear me scream or cry.

(chorus)
I wanna go somewhere that I can fall asleep and never wake up.
I don't want anyone to worry about me.
Cause I don't worry about myself.
I wanna disappear.
I don't wanna be told I'm beautiful, cause these scars tells me I'm not.
I've hurt so many people in the past, it's so unreal.
What have I become?
(chorus)

I wanna disappear.
Never to return to this hell hole.
I don't give a damn if you love me.
I just wanna disappear.
Disappear. (x2)
Don't worry about me anymore.
Don't think about me anymore.
Don't even look at me anymore.
Cause I'm just gonna, I just wanna,
disappear.