We are constantly dying and being reborn. In our interiors it doesn’t stop. It slowly becomes routine, part of our so busy lives. Should it be this way? I wonder. Constantly being hurt, constantly killed? This may be one of those exams to which we forget how to study, how to become prepared because we are never prepared fully.
Today we are reborn once more at our wake, and between our silences. Our dreams are stops of rest, our every last weekend of life, our very last breathe. It seems we all have a path. We walk our fate, and maybe somehow, at this rate, we forge a collective destiny. A destiny which engages our strings at will. Isn’t this little boy a little reckless? Where is your mommy, love? No eye contact. Destiny is irrelevant of us, yet so indispensable to us. A constant death, a constant life, both true, both lies… What are we?
Attempts of destruction, a search, a tide… Just try to unravel. Even when you seek, you hide. We are at the mercy of introspection. Did you get the ticket? Oh, no. It is gone. I shall lend you mine. Together we shall take this boat ride to Introspection. To share a moment is so difficult. How is it then, to share a life? Or even worse, to create… a life. All so powerful, all so arrogant, as to believe we posses such complexity, such power.
You shall be redeemed. You already have been. A kiss of fate brings you back to us. With us you belong, and with us you will be. Sadly, it is not our place to make you stay. But we wish it so, a wish born from our most painful birth, and raised at the beach of regrets. You know this place. We speak of it so often.
I summon the hermit. Please, please don’t stay away from us. Is it wise to be secluded? Is this the sole purpose of your life? Loneliness is something to embrace, not to fear. Oh, but we do fear. Fear is our Lord, and Knight. We do not respond to his command directly. He is our Lord, married to the Moon, and father of Justice. Let this nonsense astray, dear reader. For we shall all die anew, soon to forget. We are constantly dying, and being born once again.
Tifey Lewis
Tifey_Lewis · Wed May 05, 2010 @ 07:40pm · 0 Comments |