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And you are so far gone, an absence, a failing vein within my arm that has ceased to pump blood.
You are just a memory, someone who has jaded me.
I run my fingers across the grain, but you're not there.

You never really were.

I remember each word you spoke on those nights,
Those nights you left. How I remember those nights.

Disappearing, where were you going, where have you been?

Does it even matter anymore?

You are gone. Gone like the very oxygen from my lungs.
But still I survive. I breathe in morphine and argon gas,
Just to stay alive. Just to survive.

Just to be without you by my side.

We were both fading, you most of all.
I watched you dissipate, shed bleak tears.
But you wouldn't hear me.
Or maybe you just simply didn't care.

But I will find you, keeping this frigid image of you,
Still and emotionless,
Just like you.

As a reminder. As a constant blade tearing across me. As a replacement for the tears.
There are none left for you.
None left for anyone, not anymore.

We will be together once more,
We shall lay on the ground and stain it with our essence,
And you can never leave me.