October 5th Monday. new status: not happeh.. sigh. weekend was great.. until crap started happening and then i cried all night long.... i feel hopeless... i feel confused yet i know wat im doing, i just dont know if i can handle seeing people that i love get hurt by me :'( I CANT TAKE IT! :'( all this anger will lead to depression. Life is only happy when people cooperate with me. but when they dont and when they dont stick to their words... i fall apart and cant handle... cant handle... freaking ghuuu! why cant people just let me do wat i need to do and understand... ok....
lesson#1: dont give in because once u do u cant get out.
something i learned: know when someone is super obssesive about u b4 getting with him. but how do u know that until u talk to him alot. and in order to know hes obssesive about u u need to get with him... i think. DAMN IT! its these type of people in life who make things sooooo freaking much harder! it sux... i hate it. FTW! :'(
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