My Black Book
I am not a Satanist, and anything you may know about Satanism may be wrong. I see Satanists as Family, so any insult to them is an insult to me as well. I will be keeping my own Black Book to record details of my meditation. I will post every day after meditation for at least the next 6 months.
Black Book Entry 1:
A good first day, but I do need work. I could actualy feel myself falling, and after a minute or two into it I no longer needed to count my breathing, it came automaticaly. I reached a low form of the trance state, but it was my first time attempting this method so I am not surprised. I felt myself in flight, large wings holding me as I fell. I still have some feelings of being in the trance, minor dizziness but that will pass.
I leave you today and will return tomorrow after meditation