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i feel like cutting mi throat over this dude im obsessed with i never see him im praticaly killing myself to see him he was my life source the thing i woke up in the morning just to see now i cant.........*hits the wall* *starts crying* why does life kick u down when u just get over it well i guess life is just life but thats not my medicne for this disease i need a full treatment. i just HATE BEING ALIVE IF I HAVE TO LIVE THROUGH THIS! i cant stand it neither can mi broken heart its so broken not even if i found all the peices and put my heart back together i still would have so much pain i just wish i would die so i can see him when i want no matter life or death i NEED HIM TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!! crying crying crying crying crying heart heart heart heart i cant beileve myself still breathing still alive
death wants me i kno it in my broken heart

my broken heart,
katelina
your emo corpse bride