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and i dont wana say whats on my mind
i dont know, every time i make one of these ill delet it because i think it might sound like im complaing. haha well kinda i geuss i am. im not sure any more rele. there are some days where it feels likes everythings ok and then there are days where its just "why?" as in why does this happen to me?? sometimes i want to run away from everything but then i think and i realize i have no place to go. no place to just wish all my fears and let all my tears go. heh kind of funny how you feel more comfy righting things out instead of saying them aloud. i dont know the sence of not belonging just sits on my shoulders everyday here. expecioly around zack, psh i dont know maybe im over thinkging things but i mean, could u realy not feel alittle sad when every day you have to listen to tyler just complain about how many girls zacks been with? and then bring up all these stories about them. its not only him but its other people too. i dont know ive just wanteed to create things that i could laugh about with other people but its like when i do i end up takeing more steps back then more steps forword like i wanted too. haha oh well its to be expectied since i am the freshy around there but idk sometimes it feels like im invadeing on something that im not sapost to be apart of sometimes. lol oh well im just a fool eek
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