We shared something...a bond, precious to us...it was more pure than you could've ever imagined...all those moments spent together in each others wake...why did you waste those memories? I tried my best to keep you satisfied, happy...and now, I'm nothing to you...I tore my heart from me and gave it to you, only to have the essence that controls it move along...It's tedious beating has no more rythm...I am a man half of what you built me...I thought...wrong...you betrayed me...you destroyed me and my spirit...You said you'd be my conscience, my beacon of power and wisdom...but how could I have thought so foolishly? I spent nights at a time, sobbing that I wasn't legit anymore for you...you left me...you left me with a false conscionce, a false hope...I am dead. You dont care...you renounced me...I am no longer the person you love anymore...you'd admire dark substances over our love, and it ripped me to shreds...how funny is it that when you saw me with a cigarette in my mouth that you told me to leave? You abused my emotions...you have slain my cold heart...
And I sit here today, remembering all of our finest moments, the moments in which you allegedly loved me..
You left me for dead, leaving me with a broken heart...
I trusted you with my life...and you sold it to my warring mind...
Why did you leave me? Why did you leave me to rot in my own darkening memories?
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The Judgment of Regal
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