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EVERYTHING I SEE REMINDS ME OF HIM. THINKING ABOUT HIM HURTS. HE MAKES THESE FACES WITH THE WEIRDEST THINGS. EVERY TIME I HEAR HIS NAME MY THROAT GOES DRY. WHEN HE TALKS 2 ME I FEEL LIKE I'M PARALYZED. HIS WORDS ARE SO SWEET. I'M FALLIN FOR HIM BUT DISTANCE TEARS US APART. AND THERE'S NOTHIN I CAN DO ABOUT IT. AND THAT KILLS ME ON THE INSIDE. NOW IM WITHERING AWAY. I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE HIM BEHIND. BUT I DON'T WANT HIM TO FALL PREY TO THE SICKNESS OF OUR LOVE. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. BUT HE MATTERS MORE THAN ME. WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING IF I CANT BE WITH AND PROTECT THE ONE I LOVE?? =( crying