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In my pathetic ways, I'm posting this here because I know you'll never read it. I don't want you to read it...I just want you to know it. So. You'll never read it and you'll never know.

This year, you have made the biggest influence on my life and I am unable to see you for about 6 months. That's half of a year.

I need you. I need to talk to you. I know that I always declined to talk to you this year...You always knew when something was wrong. You asked me time and time again if I wanted to talk. Me, in my foolish ways, I always, always declined. And now it's being thrown back in my face.

You have this compassion that nobody else ever knew about and I know about it. It stuck in my mind...in my thoughts permanantly.

I just want to say that I miss you...

LLB.