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It's funny, I come up here wanting to rant, but the idea of other people reading about my personal life stops me.

I guess that's my problem. Its not that I have trust issues, that isn't it at all. It's the fact that no one sees me as a person that has problems. Plus, I dislike pity or people thinking I want pity. I also don't want people who don't care about me to know about me. even my closest friend's only know a bit about me, and each one knows something different.

I only really tell someone something about my life if its to give advice or comfort. That really is the only real benefit to having a life like mine, I can relate to so many people.

Idk, it would be nice to be able to have one person I could tell everything to. Someone to listen. Someone who cares. I don't even trust my boyfriend of 2 years with all of my life, not because I don't love him or because he doesn't care, its just, I'm so in the habit of relating, not telling. If I can't relate, I don't tell.

*shrug*