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It's so dead here o.o
I haven't been updating because i've had some s**t to work through, and quite frankly, I haven't been interested. However, back by unpopular demand, Shelby's Complaints!
-My dad. I don't want to go into this because it's just not something I want to spread around the Gaian universe.
-My friends. No, they haven't done anything wrong, not really. But I never talk to Taylor or Jake unless i'm with them, and even then not always. Brandon and I fight a lot online. I don't think we're in any danger of breaking up, but it's still messed up.
-I'm trying to be Cori's friend again, and I feel bad about that. Not trying to be her friend, neccessarily, but the whole 'Oh now that you hate me I want to come back' aspect of it. Also, I don't think she's really having it too much. She said she doesn't want to reestablish the friendship now, but I'm trying anyhow. Am I stupid?
-My brother. Lestat le Drag Queen is an EVIL DICTATOR! Her Highness is going down. Not really. I'm too much of a wimp.
-I'm tired of complaining (as i contradict myself by writing this). I mean, I need to, hence the entry, but I don't like it.
Last night, Brandon said that if I don't share my problems with him, it's over. Oh yes- the relationship. I don't want that to happen, so......yeah, pretty much.
-I tend to hate my little sister more and more. Her friends are ALWAYS over here, or she's gone. She doesn't do anything around the house (even I do more than she does), she just makes messes that she doesn't clean up, whines, complains, and gets stuff from Dad.
Oh, ******** what I said earlier. I'm ranting about my dad now.
I don't like what he's doing, either. I'm going to quote, nearly word for word, something he said to me last night.
'You guys should be glad that you have so much freedom. Right now, I'm letting you guys work as your own parents, because I know you'd prefer it that way. You should be happy that I'm not hanging over your shoulder. And if I don't know everything about you or your life, it's because I don't want to pry.color] Oh, by the way, go do those dishes.'
Thought you weren't being a parent.
'Just go do them. It's worth ten bucks.'
Now, you might not get why this bothers me so much. Basically: He's never around, he's being a horrible parent, and he's doing it because (he says) 'we'd prefer it that way'. I don't know if he's lying or if he REALLY thinks that letting us spend our time alone is what we want. And I really don't know which one would bother me worse: if he knew it was wrong or thought it was right.
Anyhow. Those are really just the problems in my life.
Sorry everyone.
 Tsukichi · Wed Mar 01, 2006 @ 12:51pm · 1 Comments |
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