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Ugh..any day now..i can feel it getting closer..i almost wish it was here. -sighs- I wish there was really more i could say..but i think im finally done here..im gonna turn it over ot Bri..shes gonna take good care of the account and everyone else..i know shes no me but its better than being gone forever..heh..i just noticed i'm crying right now..but i dont know why..its not for my own life..but i just cant stop myself..i think of all the best friends ive had in my life..i think about all the best friends ive had on gaia..i think about haruhi...i know it sounds classic the haru.tama thing but..theres something about her that i cant help but love.. i wonder if its possible to love in death...if it isnt then i'll make sure it is because i cant stop thinking of anyone but her right now..i should go..my chest hurts and i was rambling again..