I've felt a myriad of emotions this weekend only to fall back into the routine depression. I guess its good for me to feel this way since every time I go into this kind of depression I come out feeling new. I shouldn't do this though, I tell myself to break the cycle; but its easier said than done.
I've learned a lot this weekend as well: Tina is girlfriend material. I'm happy that people see me as someone dependable and kind, instead of cheap and single-use. Though this could very well be a ploy to soften my fall. C'est la vie.
I also did some overtime without being asked to. Instead I went up to the Asst. Manager and asked if I could stay longer, he didn't mind. I pulled a 9 1/2 hour work day and damn proud of it.
A lot of things are changing around me, and its quite scary. I wish things would go according to plan, but they seldom do. Dreams are only dreams unless you have the power and confidence to change them to reality.
Math midterm on Monday.
Gonna fail.
Or get a C, probably the C. Better than a D.
I believe in you and me
I'm coming to find you
If it takes me all night
Wrong until you make it right
And I won't forget you
At least I'll try
And run, and run tonight
Everything will be alright
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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
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