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My dreams were dark and cold I've said this before I know.With your previous telling,they have got some what a little brighter.Before I would stand in the middle of the woods and see you.Reach out for you but never reach you.No matter how much I ran crying out to you.You stood there with your hand out as if waiting for me to get to you.Oh how badly I wanted to be in your arms at that moment.That's what kept me running to you.Your warm embrace and to tell you how much I love you.To be in your embrace again....Would be like...I don't know what it would be like..Its just to perfect for words.That I couldn't be in your embrace I would eventually fall to my knees crying.Once in one of these horrible dreams,you were closer to me then before when I fell to my knees.I could feel you by my side as if wanting to touch me,to comfort me.Something was keeping you from touching me.I saw the shadows around us,but I didn't know what they were doing there.At that moment I knew these evil dark shadows were keeping us apart.I wanted....No I needed to feel you against me telling me it was alright you were there now.I tried to touch you but at that moment I awoke from this dream crying knowing I would have never got to you anyway.I needed you but I was gone I ruined so much for us.I will try to fix everything I want...I need to fix everything between us.I have spilled my feelings...My dreams...To everyone..