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the diary of houa vue
my journal of things.
my memory
is very specific, very detailed, very rich in what it sees.
this is a curse in the end because nothing really fades when i wanted it to.



pain,distress,abuse,heartbreak,terror,the point of life & death (and again) are post traumatic stressors that can immediately kill a good happy day in a second because of THAT memory.

The constant reminders of people who love me and hurt me..and tell me that they still love me. In any sort of way, I will never be repaired and no matter what good deeds comes to play from them I can't really be healed inside because more importantly the memories will never cease.

If I am not a patient hearted person, at least I am always patient in the people I meet. This has always been true.


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