I just read through all my earlier journals and decided to delete them. Too many painful memories in them. She calls me a friend, but never treats me as one. A lot of my "friends" call me a friend, but never treats me as one. I'm tired of these pseudo-friendships. If you're a friend, text me, call me, hang out with me. Don't just use me...
Well, I've decided to start anew, and I will start my new life when I head off to Naval Boot Camp. Sever my ties with those pseudo-friendships and find true friends. People who will talk to me. I'm tired of this boring life and wish to do away with it as soon as possible. Just let February come already...
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