Last night, I died more inside... As of recently I have been bickering alot with someone I used to love and care for very much... (I'm not telling who.) They blocked me then removed the block recently, after I thought we had made up. Then he demanded to see some of my friends, lest he block me again. Then he went to criticize them because two of them were from his past and one of them has different tastes, even though he has the same problems that I do and he's a really intelligent guy, even if he does get sugar highs. It really broke me inside. I went to bed feeling fine and then I remembered how happy we used to be and I looked at us now... And then I just broke down... I cried myself to sleep and I'm still tired. I woke up with crust all over my face and I didn't bother getting out of bed for hours after I woke up... This guy and I, we go way back. We dated for like half a year last year and I used to fawn upon him, then we broke up over a trivial problem. We got out of contact for so long then got back into contact, but we only kept getting into arguements... I really don't know what to do at this point.
-Sera
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