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I don't want to just deal
So sick of all the translucent walls
The intentions of others like looking at glass
Almost a reflection
I see their darkness in me
Loneliness
Desperation
Fear
Weakness
Confusion
Hatred
Aggressive as I am
All to hide how I feel
I don't want to be just like them
Not just another messed up life
I don't want to just say my problems with the feeling behind them
But I'm human too
I'm not sure how long I can hold it in
When I don't know what it is