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i don't like it
when
people ask me
whats wrong.
and
i answer,
i'm fine.
and wear
my infamous
fake smile.
and
laugh
my fake chuckle
the way i always do
when
you ask me
whats wrong.

but,

i hate it
when

other people
are pissed
and
i ask
whats wrong
and they scream-
with no words.
just smile
their fake smile
and laugh
their fake chuckles
make me barf
and
puke
up on their face.

although,

people do that,
i despise it
when
you
push me


away,


but bring others


closer


to you.
even though
all you see is my
fake smile,
what i feel
is
real.








and it makes me want to murder your face off.
and ask
a new question.